1. |
Goodie (Intro)
03:05
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May 29, 2019, 6:35 AM
Sandwich bag of goodies
Hope the officer don’t stop me just cause of my hoodie
Hope that everything continues happening - just as it should be
Youngin balling hard as NBA, but still seen as rookie
Cookie soft sillys tryna book me
It could be - love. But you’d rather put brook between
You and I. Nice guy, but please don’t push me
No you would die. And that’s not me being cocky
That’s just the vibe
Beast Coast it’s a jungle where you won’t survive
You po a fo? They po a five. Just to keep it live-r
Come to ya igloo and I’ll make it lava. Don’t do the gossip
It’d really be best if you played dead like possum
‘Fore they ask who shot ya
Roll the la la la - la. La la la
La la la la la la
Yeah
Yeah
Got the sandwich of goodies
Praying that it continues happening as it should be
Just keep it all goodie. Yeah yeah it’s all goodie
Cool like A, but ay man this no boogie
Just keep it all goodie
Yeah yeah it’s all goodie.
Man it’s all goodie.
Yeah yeah it’s all, it’s all goodie.
Yeah.
Yeah yeah it’s all goodie yeah
It’s all goodie
Could he? They asking. Would he? Should he - blast him
Trips to aspen. Feel the rush, it’s quite attacking
No double backing though - I push forward and lap them
Gasping - for air. Just cause I’m really there
Pull down my cap - ain’t trying to be seen by the masses
Only in-hale whenever the shadows entrap him
Otherwise I’m equipped well. Nuts and washers. Strapped too like Denzel
Man I’m on fire
Rap king - address me right, sire
Come with respect - grown from retrospective recollec-tions
Provide my best shit for my section
Flex, hit - a bomb on em, impact leaving famine and oppression
No question
Even when I’m late, spit 8 - more
Even with my lesssss sentience
Create destruction - Big Bang, I’m bustin
The AKs is Russian, the problem is us minorities
We go to war instead of uniting - fighting quarrels that seem trivial; that’s what they say
At least when we do it is for residuals
But Jay they ain’t hearing you. Damn
My own family - what would happen, if we came candidly
Instead of rage - sanity. Instead of pain that’s damaging
Let’s get together - ignite peace
For now - hold up your lights up please
And roll the la la - la la la
La la la la
Got the sandwich of goodies
Praying that it continues happening as it should be
Just keep it all goodie. Man just keep it all goodie
Cool like A, but ay man this no boogie
Just keep it all goodie
Yeah yeah it’s all goodie
man it’s all goodie
Yeah yeah it’s all it’s all it’s all
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2. |
Fall'n
03:34
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Jan 29, 2020, 7:23 PM
Keep on fallin fallin
Keep on crawlin crawlin (x2)
Verse 1:
Back at it, rock bottom yuh
Like a crack addict, ain’t no doubt about it nuh
Yeah I need more - need to see more - no detours. Or looking thru them peepholes
I need it first hand. Beating myself up like I’m Deebo
Cuz I be fiending, at the same time, wish I didn’t need it
Wish I was satisfied with the white fence, grass green yeah
But I need sand. Used to need xans
Doing the Harlem shake, barter sanity for that hate. Nah I don’t need a plan
I just want to forget, yeah
Write these bars. Take it far - yeah put 100k on that lex
F what you say - I’m up next
I used to hang round the jects
They used to aim at my neck
One time they got way too close
Had to say peace, just jet
Why do I need the jet though? Well I gotta explore
And I’m craving a lot. They don’t got what I need in stores
Or on the block. Nah, I cannot pay with a sum
Unless I got me enough, so I be slaving bruh... yeah
Keep on calling, calling
Keep on calling, calling
That money calling calling
Keep on calling, calling
So I be falling, falling
Keep on calling, calling
It keep on calling, calling
That money calling, calling
So I be falling
Into the same routines, same routines same old same old
Praying e-v-e-ry week every week for that payroll payroll
Cash - dumping that ash. Spitting my life to the masses
Fast - hoping they last. Inspiring those who do cappin
Don’t try to be pro or the baddest
Just be who you be, smoke on some tree, really discover the “ME”
Yeah that’s self. It helps whenever you show honesty
Man honestly, I, don’t wanna be wannabe - a lie
Sometimes be adding the V in. Victory Lap - tryna achieve it
Richer than the opps - drop top speeding
Shout out Jersey, seen some top notch scenics
Ain’t sippin dirty - this
2/4/19 12:27pm
Alc
Clean, clear - only pronounce: small. Don’t guzzle amounts that’s large
8/5/2019
I’m on the hunt like a hound. These paws done ran through some ounce-s
Pile as big as a mountain. Wow it seems so astounding
But I reflect, and I object. To what was portrayed: slave to the image
Now I’m just living. Tryna stack me some millions and keep it on hush
Used to remember I needed a rush
Now I don’t look at the clock til I’m done
I’m too addicted I need to get some
It's calling, yeah
That money calling
It stay calling, calling
I be falling, falling
So I be falling, falling
Money calling
It keep on calling, calling
So I be falling, falling
Fallen
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3. |
Flush'n
02:18
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September 18, 2018, 7:39 PM
Feds at the door again. This time, I ain’t flushing (this time, I ain't)
Go head bring more of them, we can get bustin (bust it up)
Done seen the bars and cells (sales). Nah it never left (nah it never left)
Had to get right, retelling the tales. Now we just ducking, yeah
Peeking through the door again, it look like the Feds (x2)
No I ain’t flushing. I rather start busting
If they start rushin. They gonna start gushing
Nothing to lose, so I ain’t flushing. Jump out the window, I'm running
Run it up
Run it up
Run it up
Run it.
Speeding down the alley, off two addy, you won’t ever catch me
My baddie just got done packing. She packing too, never lacking
Backpack with secret compartment, smell-proof all over the baggies
Black strap like it’s prophylactic. My tactics akin to magic
Now you see me, now you don’t
Send a message to the folks
If you wanna keep up, you best bring the cheetahs, the helicopters, and the boats
Just pulled off in a - damn. Couldn’t get the name. Couldn’t get the plate
Bottle got like 5 xans - left. Should I go up and away?
Really these rappers is bogus. Done really had feds at my door man
Done really been through the commotion. Kinda hopeless, didn’t know where to go yet
They going through all of the goyard
Me, I’m flexing with goretex
Please - you best be protecting your neck
Sheesh - I got them like what’s next?
Talk is cheap, all bets - off. If you can’t rumble with me
God - I’m tired of these fake G’s. Pause
Need ya to get off my meat.
Especially all of the pork
I’m not the one to extort
Especially if I just snor-ted
Do you want to go to war?
Feds at the door again. This time, I ain’t flushing
Go head bring more of them, we can get busting
Done seen the bars and cells (sales). Nah it never left
Had to get right, retelling the tales. Now we just ducking
Peeking through the door again, it look like the Feds
No I ain’t flushing. I rather start busting
If they start rushin. They gonna start gushing
Nothing to lose, so I ain’t flushing. Jump out the window, im running
Run it up
Run it up
Run it up
Run it
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4. |
Withdrawn
02:13
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November 5, 2017, 9:20 PM
Mice in the cupboards. Garbage the fragrance
I cannot love her. Look how she made this
I pop another, out of this hatred
Hopefully I just, end up too faded
Die. Why? Cuz my heartbeat too slow
Or maybe arrhythmic, nights in the kitchen
Burning my fingertips. Still carry heat like a militant
Although the bars make me reconsider this
Is this good enough? Is you feelin it
I need another one, hol up - i just did this
Memory slipping
Hearing the crickets, audience looking distant
Can’t see the vision. Ain’t acknowledging my existence
I really wish that things were so different
I really wish that people would just listen
I really wish, I really wish. But I’m just fishing for opinions
I really wish I didn’t care. I really wish I did this
For the art, but now I do it tryna spark, blow up hit the charts
Remember times I used to spark (spar), rapping with the bros
Remember? Now they lost. Hit the road, left me in the cold
Remember? Told me give my all. Ready? Here it go
Everything in moderation they said
OD’d, now I’m tryna see my way up out of this coffin
Man it happens way too often. Withdrawing
Forgive me for the pauses. Ain’t quite sure where my heart went
Chasing highs, maybe like a plane it just departed
The only thing that keeps me sane is my shawty
But, I’m withdrawing
Withdrawing
Withdrawing
Yeah, yeah, yeah
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5. |
In the Rush
02:04
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April 23, 2018, 3:48 PM
Xanny for comfort. Keys for the numbing
Trees in a blunt with - e when I’m sluggish
Lean for the function. Can’t be with discussion
Eyes on that low low. Feet right above inch
Floating on last night’s high. I’ve been up since
March of last year. Tryna past peers but now I fear
That the lifestyle might not match
With the plans I have for my dear. Might be taxidermic
Dead it, at least, send a message to the biggest veterans
Before I go, spread a lesson - don’t get your hopes up
Generative creative, mechanic weapon with bolts son
Lightning fast
could be the flow
Damn it who knows
I could just
Go....
Off
Steadily doze
Off.
While pondering
if I’m really ready to go.
And if I do get it and blow.
Am I ready for do-
lo?
On my....
Own?
No... oh
I don’t know
I don’t know
Guess that’s why I’m lost up in the rush, yeah in the rush... yeah in the rush
I'm always in a rush (x4)
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6. |
Another Day
01:50
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November 7, 2019, 7:47 PM
Another day. Gotta get with it - I’m on my way
That is the mission. I’m on my way
I pour it - it’s pouring. Another drank. There’s no other way
Yet another day (x3)
Back to the school. Now we right back to the drool
Falling asleep on this stool. Fighting the Z’s
Fighting whatever is cool
That is not me.
I never fit in. Never been bullied, but ousted still.
Packed in the skully, got ounces still.
I’m on my bully, so back up - chill please.
12/20/2018 6:13pm
Real peace - is what I’m search of.
Ill life I done seen. Real life got me green.
Hulking it - through the bulk of it.
Staying high, keep my mind off the most of it.
But still in my brain. Nothing will quite be the same.
Off my leash. No I am not tamed. Shit got me insane.
I pour it it’s pouring - this drank: I want to go blank.
8/23/2019
Probably attack it another day.
I’m busy on grizzy - another day. Gotta get paid it’s another day.
Another day. Gotta get with it (lit on x3) - I’m on my way
That is the mission. I’m on my way
I pour it - it’s pouring. Another drank. There’s no other way
Yet another day (x3)
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7. |
Tired
02:39
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February 11, 2018, 8:33 PM
I’m just so tired of constantly being tired and wired
Fiending for fixes and trying to put out fires
By lighting the fire. Not getting fired, still holding a job
But will they hire? Will I make it? Who gonna supply ya?
Just some of the questions that’s running all through my mind
Just trying to find solace, still feeling soulless inside
Remember gold on my neck, I constantly used to bite it
Guess that was stress, which always seems to manifest now
As a strong demon, one who always fights back
I think I need a break but at the same time I think I might black
Out. Feeling so insane. I think my mind’s packed
And headed south. Spell it out. LIFE. Lately It’s Feeling Empty
Maybe I just need to ride the wave like a jet ski
Though they underestimate me, like an undertow
It takes me. But will it ever break me? I doubt it
Surf board swag, reaching heights that seem mountainous
Huh, but I ain’t really quite sure about this
Think it’s time to kill the dream. Enough with all this pouting
And gouging at my heart. Looking for these verbs and nouns
Pounding at the door - hoping I score. Hopeless - this war
Is pointless. Just get a 9-5 boy and hold it
No joking. Looking real soft, ain’t no need for any lotion
Will I veer off or will I keep straight in my motion?
Will he let the thoughts of these fake folk control him?
Will the pressure mold him? Or will the mold continue building?
Around his home: messy feelings paired with messy dealings.
Sour smells in the air, something’s in the water.
Hours flying every day, still ain’t getting farther.
This ill emotion I’d rather not harbor.
I think eventually I’ll want a son, maybe a daughter.
But i worry my time will come, scurrying to the sun
Just to find out i never won. I lost ya... damn.
Yeah.. Man, man
I’m just so tired of constantly being tired and wired
Fiending for fixes and trying to put out fires
By lighting the fire. Not getting fired, still holding a job
But will they hire? Will I make it? Who gonna supply ya?
Who gonna supply ya? (x2)
With the fire, keep it proper like sires in nice attire
So tell me who gonna try us. And who gon try to ride with us
claim that they journey was the same, they minds can’t find equilibrium
Huh stuck in delirium
But we gon ride it out.
(X7)
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8. |
Ghost (Outro)
03:05
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November 6, 2018, 6:56 PM (time frame: 2017)
3:14 AM.
Been trying to get a piece of the pie since a caveman
It’s been a long time, yet and still I keep raving
Money cravings - evolved only to a young Satan
It’s dark outside but I love it. The time’s wasted
Sipping forties, cracking baseheads across they faces
Now they smoking black tar, literally fading.
And there goes Jay in black car, infinitely chasing.
Women and these placements. Will I find love?
Waiting. Til the fine doves fly. And the liquor needs chasing.
For now I’m downing screwdrivers, the end - I’m tryna hasten.
Wittingly placing - thoughts in a vault.
Saying one day, yeah. Til coughs come to a halt.
And my nose ain’t runny. Sometimes I seem so off.
Wondering what God got for me. Mad cause I’m not scummy.
Lift the mirror - think my mind been rummy.
Cause we been sipping we been popping still - every night.
Po up for the lost ones, it happens every time.
Spill it on the ground cause they ain’t up in the sky.
I’ll see you on the other side. Other side.
Yeah, wherever that is./
I’ll see you on the other side - for better I hope./
I’ll see you on the other side - wherever that is./
I’ll see you on the other side - for now I’m just ghost./
For now I just ghost - A pound of the smoke.
Round and around the sound profound for the most - part.
Competing with Mo-zart - for rhythmic elop-ing.
Hoping - I could at least get me a token.
As I said just before. Sorry - night time it gets worse.
Start repeating the verse. Cannot stress the stress enough.
Got me wishing for hearse. Life a gift and a curse.
Splitting hairs, with this O-C-D woe is me.
That’s why I’m splitting nugs of the potent tree.
Same time on the phone with G-O-D.
Wishing that the other side was 3-0 feet away.
Please don’t keep - me - away. That’s what I pray.
Cause we been sipping we been popping still - every night.
Po up for the lost ones, it happens every time.
Spill it on the ground cause they ain’t up in the sky.
I’ll see you on the other side. Other side.
Yeah, wherever that is.
I’ll see you on the other side - for better I hope.
I’ll see you on the other side - wherever that is.
I’ll see you on the other side - for now I’m just ghost.
For now I'm just ghost (x3)
Ghost
Ghost
Ghost
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